Still A Little Bit Of You Laced In My Doubt

Is it a part of growing up, being ready to live on your own emotionally much faster than your age? Because I am more than ready. My mother is absolutely driving up the wall.

I yearn to have my own place. My own home. I yearn to get out of these years. I yearn to truly have my own privacy. I yearn to say, "I bought this with my own money, that I, myself, earned from hard work. Look what I've done!"

I'm NOT looking forward to marching band. Not at all. Why the hell did I join? I'm seriously regretting all this.

Ok, so, anyways. Yesterday I spent mostly doing absolutely nothing at all. I didn't eat any real meals, and I really don't give a damn. I cleaned absolutely nothing but two glasses of milk and two cereal bowls. Well, I made my bed at least. I had another lecture about responsibility and motivation. Like I need another one of those. After that, I had a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich. Then, my mother drives me to AMC 24. I saw Amy for the first time in a while, and she looks the same. I saw Han for the first time in an even longer time, and she looks awesome! I admit, I was seething in jealousy of how pretty she is. She's got her pretty Chinese face, and her pretty Chinese hair, and her gorgeous Chinese body. You can't deny that she got lucky, name-wise, too. I love her name. Han Ye. And she speaks fluent Chinese. It's the same exact thing with Keru, too! Keru Cai! Pretty face! Beautiful hair! Perfect body! And both are so intelligent...I would kill to be Asian, like those two. Well, ANYWAYS, Amy, Han, and I went and saw Shrek 2. It's a really hilarious movie! I loved every minute of it. I had a really good time. I just think I acted like a complete jackass. I really wish I could kill that part of me. Well, afterwards, I tried calling my mother, but no one answered on either the house or cell phone. So, Amy said it would be alright if I were to go to her house and try to reach my mother from there. So, I went to her house and saw her brother, Jeff. he's a real jackass. Well, mid-way through telling Amy the "Brent story", my mother came, so I'll have to tell her later.

When I got home, I stayed up and watched all of Adult Swim except for Aqua Teen Hunger Force and Inuyasha. Don't get me wrong; I love those shows. But I'd rather get online then. So I did. Afterwards, I watched Case Closed and Lupin the 3rd. I love Lupin. Everyone loves Lupin. It's like an anime rule. : )

Woke up around 12:48, to the phone ringing, but I didn't answer it because I didn't have my contacts in.

I'm hungry.